It is true! I have not posted in a shitstorm of a while.

I am getting pretty fucking sick of this little box to be honest with you... I am not exactly sure what to write... Ever..  Lately I have been.. not interested in writing, whatever I do write has been forced and soulless and it is driving me up the (padded cell) wall.

So what to talk about? I am not going to leave until I have spoken about fucking something..

Hopes and Dreams? That is a good one. I neeeever run out of hopes and dreams.


Dreamin is good... Dreamin is not a bad thing, it is always good to analyze your true desires in life, realistic or bullshit idea, it is always a good thing to analyze.

I don´t think a lot of people remember that everything we dream and dream again is possible. A lot of people sit at their little cubical or apartment desk and think there is no way out and that this is life forever and ever.

Well it ´aint. If I can go somewhere in life, any fucking moron with half a testicle can.

The only thing that pisses me off is that I meet people who complain so damn much, and then will not even try to get off their ass. You know? They would rather shut up about their dreams then actually lift a finger from the ashtray, and THAT is one of the many things that piss me off.


They sit there and go ¨shiiittt, bills are coming up and I have no food and I spent all my check money on booze¨.

Those people.. Those fucking temple-throbs on a shit-bag.... Just shoot them, because if they want to complain like that and wont do shit to help themselves then obviously they have signed a verbal contract that solidifies their utter hate for their lives and thus.. you have all the right in the world to kill em. Just do it. If life is that fuckin bad and they can´t help themselves then.. .you know... There is no reason they should be alive...

Logic, man. Logic.

Over all, I be tryin myself to  be a better person and to better myself in life. You know... I am doing a bunch of crap right now that I do not want to do, things that are.... so trivial and nothing to me. But those things must be done to get what I want. And I know it is a fucking shot in the dark, but... In the end the shot in the dark is the same as continuing with life as it is. Continuing with life as it is and hoping things get better is a shot in the dark, and so is... you know... Really shooting in the fuckin dark. Ahahaha.

I got the cannon all loaded, because God gave me a rifle and said ¨Go forth and shoot in the dark.¨ And I gave the gun back to him and I said ¨I am going to need something fuckin bigger then that.¨ So I went out and bought a Cannon.

Figure, if you want to shoot in the dark, a bigger bullet will cover more area, right? Widen your chances of hitting that thing that we all strive to hit when we shoot in the dark.

Then there are those multi-fire gatling guns, the ones that spray bullets everywhere. Those are good for shooting in the dark too. Says so on the label.



~Lynch~